there is someone...

there is someone who loves me... so much.
he did everything to make me happy. from not listening to his mother's opinion about me, and even went back home from his place to my house (it's about 70kms away)
we were together for about... more two years, and I feel that I grew up with him.

he still loves me til today, eventhough I broke him up about two months ago.
He still told me he loved me, and he's still as gentle as before.
I know I've betrayed him, I think it's the best for both of us to have no 'us' anymore.

But I...

I love him.

but I don't see any future between us. Look at my life, it's... a hundred and eighty degrees different. the more I stay with him, the more I break his heart down. it's...

please, God, keep him safe.
I might keep my promise to him, but I don't know, because I've hurt him so much...